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(20 :: open up my eager eyes) [03 Aug 2005|08:44pm] WARPED TOUR TOMMMROW....YESSS!! oh so court was today. could of been worse. of course i passed the drug test..&& i have 8 hrs of community service and i owe $150 to some kindof class im in? i dont know. school=5 days. ahh

(70 :: open up my eager eyes) things are finally looking up. [25 Jul 2005|10:03am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | motion city soundtrack: everithing is alright ] most of my past entries have been pretty bad...but now im on the plus sides like: ++++++++++ i have a BOYFRIEND now...yes i have a boyfriend & i like him alot + i have a car now and i love it. & i esp. love the writting that breanna put on it. so if you are driving down the road and see a car that says"we love mary" its me kay + i just got back from the beach house and it was so much fun. i got a tan ... yessss. + ange is staying with me from tuesday-friday and we are going to have tons of fun + orientation is tomrorw and i kindof miss englewood so it should be exciting - i have a court date BUT + i found out its not accually a court its like a board room and the only thin im getting is community service but hey i need that for colleges so like it just gives me a drive. + i do diving now and i like it alot. im probably going to be englewoods only diver but whatev. + i got a lil ipod and i love it. its baby blue and im obsessed :) oh and my schedule is: 1st semester quarter 1- 1st block: trigonometry-Mr.Robertson 2nd block: TV Porduction 1-Willoughby 3rd block: Physics 1-McDonald 4th block: Gym Quarter 2- same as last but i have drivers ed 4th block 2nd Semester Quarter 3 1st block: TV production 2 2nd block: World History-Laubach 3rd block: Sex ed-Geiger 4th block: english 3-Cauthen Quarter 4- same as last but i have Pierson 3rd block...yess haah i have like every coach as my teacher. so comment if we have any classes. and now for the ( pictures )

(90 :: open up my eager eyes) [07 Jul 2005|01:21pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Lifehouse:You and Me ] so i just got home from miami/the keys. had alot of fun and took lots of pics which i will post sometime soon. wish i could of stayed there.. BUT other than that news... things with my mom have been very bad and hopefully they will look up. im thinking of moving in with my dad...but then i have to go to fletcher. :( i just wish my life would get better...somehow. i cant stop crying its like an ongoing thing and it hurts. my parents think i need a sycoiotrsit(sp?) bc of all the problems that have been happening (my two wrecks, the trespassing incodent, and my life) i just wish someone would understand and i could talk to someone. i wish i could stop crying and get over it but noo i just keep dwelling on my past mistakes. i havent seen my best friend jillian in over a month now. oh i dont have my cell phone so if you need me i guess call my house number? nicole- i miss you so much and i wish i could go to panama with you but i asked my boss and he said i coudlnt take anymore time off. but when you get back i get my beach house i hope you can come out because i REALLY want you to go. well im done and watch mean girls or Napoleon dynamite. might make me feel a little bit better.

(210 :: open up my eager eyes) i hate you william reuben thompson the fucking fifth [22 Jun 2005|12:19am] [ mood | pissed off ] i HATE YOU  so incredibly much. for ALL the times i cared for YOU when things go wrong and the ONE time i want you there for me you bitch about it. go fuck whoever the hell you want to i dont care about YOU either but when YOUsay crap like that it hurts and YOU do it on purpose. get OVER YOURSELF.  its called KARMA billy and your sure as hell gonna get it very soon. you dont treat people like that. esp. me. monday i almost fucking died and all you can care about is how someone else isnt going to like you? the only person that was going to bring a smile to my face was you then you go off and say you HATE me and that all i do is cause you trouble. fuck that. fuck you. ps to clue everybody in i got in another wreck monday and my car and the other one was totaled. i went into shock and my blood pressure was at 200. i have whip lash and bruises on my legs and the only person that was going to bring a smile to my face was billy. and all he cares about right now is how some other girl is mad at him bc she thinks we are still together....which were not. now he hates me? so pretty much im never ever ever driving again. hope i can bring a beter entry next time guys. please pray for me.

(50 :: open up my eager eyes) [04 Jun 2005|01:47am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | don't cha:The pussycat dolls ] i didnt know love could hurt THIS much...i swear they do it on purpose...ugay. so..i got my license...yes. i think i almost killed chelsea, sara, and allison tonight but it was fun.....BUT i cant hangout with my best frined for probably....NEVER AGAIN...it sux. if anyone knows what happened you know what im talking about. if not ask and i might tell.

(150 :: open up my eager eyes) its my sweet 16... [20 May 2005|10:20am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | fall out boy ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO....                      ME!   im 16...finally. so schools out and im gonna be a big junior haha...riiiight. summers gonna be awesome. ( i looove my best friend jillian )

(130 :: open up my eager eyes) 7 o'clocks early becuase i know im always late.... [08 May 2005|06:03pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the new fall out boy cd...its awesome ] so for a while now i have been real happy. ive been hanging out with some different people and i really like it. i have fun with my girls and go out and just do whatever without any strings attatched. now im like i dont even wanna boyfriend...its gonna be summer so duh! BUT i had a blast this weekend. i hung out with chelsea lau..i had so much fun with her this weekend. it was great. we went to the surf contest AND st.aug for a party...and NEXT weekend im going with her to pier fest in tampa. so i get my licnese in 20 days and i turn 16 next thrusday. im so incredibly happy. um....april 29th i went with jenna && jillian to see Hawthorne Heights && Red Jumpsuit Apparatus at Feul. it was awesome and i have pics from it and others..   ( PICTURES!!!! )

(110 :: open up my eager eyes) heartbreaker you got the best of me... [28 Apr 2005|03:47pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Mariah Carey:heartbreaker ] ok so havent written here in a while... i seriously need a boyfriend. like everyone i like seems to go down the drain. freakkin boys suck. like seriously...i dont want to go into explaining every little detail of everyone but they ALL screwed me over pretty bad. i also feel like an idiot bc after i had a crush on someone the person i told that i thought he was cute is "talking" to him. i mean i wish she would of told me. i looove you still girl but i wish you would of told me in the begining because i wouldnt of felt so stupid in the end... ALSO.... i still love billy with all my heart. as much as i think about our past it just kills me that a guy was EVER that sweet to me. it makes me think to myself...what a dumbass. i mean seriously that kid did everything and anything for me. i am basically a dumbass. everytime i talk to my friends their always like "mary what is your problem...billy was perfect!" he was perfect and until i lost him i didnt see how much it affected me til i lost him. i took advantage of him way to much & i apologize to him for that. i miss you && i am sorry for everything i have done.... OH and i wanna hangout with new people. esp. sarah, kristen, & julie. i love those girls. friday...we better hangout!! well thats enough bitchen for now... wavemasters this weekend....yessss..... THE END.

(130 :: open up my eager eyes) [12 Apr 2005|07:03pm] [ mood | crappy ] uhhh omgash im sooo pissed because this stupid thing kept showing xes on my pics....soooo i deleted those entrys and putting ALL of them on here. comment again please <3333   ( ALL the prom pics )

(100 :: open up my eager eyes) uhhh [06 Apr 2005|03:29pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Natalie:Going crazy ] omgash im soooo OVER IT! i really just DONT get guys these days. one moment there all about you...the next they dont talk to you for a week or they get pissed off at stupid shit. alls i have to say to them is...yebi say && puschan kudas !! bosnian language....yess jillian. okay so prom is saturday. i hope i have fun with johnny. but yesss im sooo happy jillian is coming... OOH i ALMOST FORGOT! i got a job...at Marble Slab...the ice cream place in the new mall. come by and see me kay.

(20 :: open up my eager eyes) your everything to me... [28 Mar 2005|03:47pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | avalon *UC cheerleading memories* ] so yeah spring break....well yes it was okay...could of been better but i did have loads of fun. it included: wakeboarding surfing contests cody <3333 seeing billy after 3 months jillian my hott date 3 movies: the ring 2, miss congeneality 2, && guess who partys (one in specific that was crazy being the only girl to 15 guys) THE BEACH ALL DAY EVERYDAY && tons more that i just dont remember so...THE END

(20 :: open up my eager eyes) [15 Mar 2005|05:56pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Sublime ] Happy 16th Birthday Jillian Coleman......THATS HER!   ok so i have goood news. I GET MY LICENSE IN TIME NOW. i was freakkkin out that i wasent gonna get it bc if you read in my last entry i got caught driving without a license. ooh yeah so i have 4 points on my license not 3. but its kay bc i can take that dumbass four hour class thing but im sooo happy. it deffinatly has to be jillians birthday good luck .... girl i hope your haven fun dancing on those hooters tables && flappen your wings hahahah. goash ive been talking to someone alot lately && i have to admit...i like it.... OOOH...i also got a a b b on my report card ... my GPA is now...3.6 i feel like a nerd.

(70 :: open up my eager eyes) i love my freakin mute && chill [13 Mar 2005|08:14pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Modest Mouse. ] this weekend was ahhhhhhhhhhsome. i love jillian to death. shes freaking great && soo much fun....even if she doesnt talk. hahah MUTE jaykay. even though i had soooo much fun it was also bad bc i got caught driving w/o my freakin license && i dont think i will be able to get my license til im 18...or thats what ppl are telling me. dude turns out the freakin reason he stopped me is bc i didnt have my head lights on.like who does that? soo this is what happend.. i was like flippen out when i saw his lights go on so i like turned a corner that i had thought was a street and come to find out it was a deadend. i was so pissed. then like freakin hes like "license && registration && insurance" i was like umm i have a permit && started freaking out. hes like ooooh thats not good((im thinking duh you freakin dumbass i know its not good)). so he takes my permit && is like freaking typing on his computer which freaking took like seriously an hour. the dick comes back && is like ooh im being nice && writing you up for driving w.o && license && not for having your headlights not on. dude if you want to be "nice" he could of wrote me up for the whole lights situation. would of been a whole lot better then tryign to figure out how long its gonna be til i get my license. FUCK!!! oh i also got a $115 ticket but its ok bc my dad is paying for it. BUT i have 3 pts on my license that i DONT have. how freaking funnyhat. saturday was great with the exception of one minor inncident. but we met alot of people at a street called strand in neptune beach && had a blast with those guys. even though i got buried in the sand 2 freaking times. && hanging out with cody thompson was most deffiantly a +. today went down to our new spot at the beach. chris gave me a ring and purpossed. yessss im married. me && jillian were at the beach for 4 hours and basically had a blast. so now i think my dads house is a vacation. jillian whatever happens at the beach, STAYS at the beach. i loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove jillian freakin slut coleman kay. happy freaking 16th birthday tuesday biiiit. im sooo bringing you a shit-load of balloons.

(20 :: open up my eager eyes) [07 Mar 2005|05:16pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | MAE ] NOTE TO SELF: Guys aren't worth your tears, && the one who is wont make you cry. -thanks mrs.k. the fa cat is gay. the end.

(90 :: open up my eager eyes) i got soul but im not a solider... [02 Mar 2005|05:32pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | The killers:All These Things That I've Done ] ok so me && manda just got back from bonos and it was soo incredibly good. we also met evan & jordan up there ... i havent seen them in forever. oh yah. i stopped by UC and had some memory moments with emily. it was nice seeing everyone again. <3333 ok now anyways...so im going to prom with johnny. im so happy. it should be fun. oh && the lovely Jenna McGuire is letting me borrow her dress from Jenna's Boutique. Its sooo sweet && oh so cute. yeah  && deff. me and manda took personality pictures and we got them back...and they are soooooo cute. i loveee her soo much. oh yah my thursday are dedicated to a special person named nickolasssssss watson who lives like 5 houses down from me && we watch the OC together. hes so nice && pretty. so basically everytime derek schuman && kyle smith see me they always scream out my name && their either saying "hey mary" or just "mary" it cracks me up. or if im not around or online they will say "whars mary?"..so schuman decided to spray paint "whars mary?" on his surfboard. so soooo tiiiiiight. && heres a pic of it.

(30 :: open up my eager eyes) when you said best friends means friends forever. [20 Feb 2005|05:33pm] [ mood | im freezing ] [ music | watchen the races ] holy crap!! i just went out on my jet skiis and about froze my ass to death!! it was so so so much fun. i went with david && Nico and they deff. flipped me off but it was great even though the water was like 50 degrees. ok so im on restriction. so my cell phone is off. it sucks. but w/e. saturday night is the sublime show. i cant wait. jillian needs to come back from her cruise soon. manda get your ass out of daytona bc i misss you to death!! <333333

(60 :: open up my eager eyes) Happy Valentines Day [14 Feb 2005|03:19pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Girls Just Wanna Have Fun ] my valentines day was great. it consisted of: +manda given me a dancing mouse that sings "What a girl wants" by christina agulira.(sp?) and a ballon. +given jillian chocolate lips to match her room. +getting 6 tacos at taco bell with manda when we only ordered 3. -getting another tardy and im probably gonna get a detetion. -a bitch took a piece of the chocolate lips that i have jillian and ate the flippen thing so now the lips look deformed. ++at the end of the day Johnny came up to me and gave me a doggy thing, flowers, a card, and a ballon. my PERFECT Valentine's Day gift. all and all it was great. ahh i totally loooove my new best friend jillian! shes great!! WHAT? OH YEAH! :) Manda thank you so much for my gift. it was the best ever.

(40 :: open up my eager eyes) K.I.S.S. mee...... [09 Feb 2005|09:30pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | You make me wanna : jadakiss ft. miarah carey ] ahh valentines day is coming up. its just another day for single people (such as myself) go cry another day bc they arent in a relationship. but im so maken the day worth while because the lovely kyle lybrand is gonna be my valentine. im so excited!! && not to mention the lovely amanda richard.  gosh my life is so confusing??? but its alright...  oh and whoever the heck _fucka_ is ... really needs a NEW life and stop living through mine. weird how im the center of their attention. ha im happy for "you" and this song is deffinatly dedicated to YOU, so figure out if what your sayign is true or if your hiding from the truth: ( screaming infidelities )

(50 :: open up my eager eyes) Dreams DO come true.... [31 Jan 2005|07:50pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | 311 ] ahh i love life. it sure has been treating me good. :) emilys party was a buncha fun and sure did bring back alot of memories.  i miss uc. :(...but not enough to leave englewood. been hanging out with someone lately and id have to say i like it <3. i love my girl amanda renee richard to death we had a great weekend. we do some crazy shit girl. w/o you where would i be huh? yeah yeah? LoL!! i love my be fris and st ends!! me and emily at her party. this girl ive known since i was 2 and we have come a long way. i love you emily!

(130 :: open up my eager eyes) boy, wher tha heck'r we goin? [26 Jan 2005|09:45pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Senses Fail:Buried a Lie ] havent updated in a while bc my computer was broken but now its fixed! but yah...school has been the usual. i like englewood alot. i love all my friend. esp...ange and tasha. those are my girls. and i deff. can't forget my bestfriend amanda. im accually enjoying life. well jenna is my new mom. <3. she adopted me. thank the LORD!! haha ive been single for a while now and you know what....i HATE it. i want a boyfriend but no one wants me to be their girlfriend so that doesn't really work out ya know. gotta deff. be my looks that turn them off! oh wait it gets even better....VALENTINES DAY IS COMING UP. blah make me gag! whatever. emilys sweet 16 party saturday! happy 16th birthday tommorow emily i love yah girl! (  i heart cody )

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